2 u i wanna say...

15-6-2009 

回到属于我的地方

从新开始我未完成的路

选择接受你 

结束过去

谢谢你这几个月的关心

haha...

still remember tis drink...

nice...

Skyy Blue Vodka, Ribena, Cranberry and Blueberry Fruits...

hoo hoo~

totally My thing...

The Colour...

LoVe it lo..

i wanna go back again..

just for this...

^^

U...

delibrately tell me those things...

I...

won b stupid anymore...

no more chances for you...

I want you to be totally out from...

My life...

My sight...

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我

为什么要低着头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我

可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你  但从没认真说过

或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖着我的手
握住的只是风

我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking i belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking i'd be strong there
But i was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should i complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like i used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know i miss you
But what can i say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And i understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

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tis song v nice yi xia xia...

sigh...

birthday coming...

what a miserable 17th birthday....

my mind...

argh... fred out...

>.<!!!

lots to say...

but somehow...

jus cant express it out!!!

我手心的温度渐渐在离开

你口中的谎言慢慢能明白

早知求也求不回来

即使最后只剩残骸

心不会更改没有祝福我明白

看凋零的玫瑰在静静发呆

朋友对我责怪要我放得开

固执对我是种虐待

越爱得深越难抛开

爱是种偏见如果可以再重来

我明白爱情已经超载

爱的完全坏了姿态

你冷眼看待就像是种伤害

我好像站在无人山崖

全世界都抛在外

明知你不再回来

我早已明白

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this song totally expressed all my feeling...

seriously...

i have come to the point that...

i totally accepted d fact of all this...

don have to worry anymore...

i noe what i want...

and i noe he is not d 1 anymore...

to b honest..

he is still in my mind...

but is d 1 i knew b4 and not tis 1 right now...

he had changed..

jus hope that 1 day he will come to his sense...